general info
hey there!! call me felix! or mash if you want to. the latter is the shortened version of a username i chose to go by at the ripe age of 12 and am therefore stuck with for the rest of my internet career </3. this site rarely updates cause im legitimately incomptent at html and css and therefore take ten million years to do anything, but i hope you, the reader, enjoy poking around anyways. i love love love poking around the sites here cause its like getting a peek into people's brains ^^. self expression and all that. which is SO hard to get across on like, twitter or discord. like how am i supposed to start a conversation with this faceless entity. i mean of course profile photos exist but come on that is barely any information to go off of. um anyways. i started this site in around october 2022 for no apparent reason beyond i thought it might be cool and now here we are. i hope i end up gravitating more towards this site as an archive of my life because i currently text about everything i do to discord which. Not good. having archives is important though, especially if your memory is dogshit! like me!! currently im in my, how should i describe it,, extended sickly victorian child era. i dress the part too because all of my problems are actually just a part of my aesthetic. im also (probably)(definitely) a pretentious hipster (evidenced by the fact that i have a neocities in the first place) who can't just enjoy things. so im probably gonna end up bitching about media i wholeheartedly love here too.
OKAY ANYWAYS. theoretically i love talking to people however i also have severe social anxiety but im really nice i prommy (pensive tone). i do wish i was better at talking online though since im better at talking to people in person but people in person also have the tendency to think im weird. oh well! idgaf mindset towards literally everything in my life. although i may stop advertising this site to irls cuz i wanna be a freak in peace </3.
pronouns: he/they
age: moderately younger than a furby
personality: BIG FAN OF JUXTAPOSITION. and secret third things. in general, i try to be kind to people? because that is what sensible people do? i really like reading about humans. in history documents or in like, the internet archive whatever works. i just really really like reading about other people. i think in terms of social media the one i felt like i vibed with the most ended up being tumblr (LMAO). i really don't know how to describe my personality but according to other people i have a strong one so hopefully that just comes across in my website??







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interests
games
ensemble stars: holy shit enstars had me in a CHOKEHOLD for a while. when the wiki translations went down my friends and i went on a page archiving rampage and to this day i still have like 70 something enstars stories (stories, not chapters) saved on my phone. what the hell. this includes meteor impact by the way. my biggest achievement is having all of wataru's 5*s at some point without spending money.
persona 3: for whatever reason in either january or march of every year i get SUPER into persona 3 for like a month or two and then completely forget about it for the rest of the year. for this reason it took me 4 years to finish the stupid game i became trans before i finished it LMFAO.
needy girl overdose: omg stop i love ngo's design and music and everything so much. well clearly. im pretty bad at it though.
project sekai: for whatever reason i was never able to get consistently into prsk? i read the stories and love the covers im just not a fan of the tiering and gameplay. i got a t5k at some point though. i think, at least i might have boated that one. when it came out in like. 2020 i wanted to download it because i fucking love vocaloid but it wouldnt work on my shitty android so i was relegated to my dad's cracked as hell phone.
persona 5: literally stresses me out so much. what the hell. i think when i was 11 or something i watched a playthough all the way to futabas palace. and so then i was like super into it. but honestly ive never been able to get into it nowadays like i did with 3. probably because i have a chronic not able to finish things if i cant carry it around with me problem and lets be real i am not playing persona 5 in public. that is so lame.
music
a fever you can't sweat out: my comfort album of all time <3. i never actually listen to the actual album though i always listen to live in denver 2005. because that version is just better in every way theres like no reason to listen to the actual album. but yeah ryan ross has irrevocably altered my fashion style forever.
infinity on high: GOD i love this album so much. im a huge sucker for star themed things in general. the lyrics also make me feel absolutely insane like "its me and my plus one at the afterlife"HELLO???
vocaloid: ok when i got into vocaloid i always ended up listening to a ton of singles instead of full albums </3 but yeah in terms of specific producers i love love love inakbakumori, kairiki bear, orangestar, n-buna, nulut, surii, and ofc everyone loves deco*27 LMAO. vocaloid and musicals singlehandedly formed my entire music taste from when i was in middle school
my chemical romance: holy shit i dont know what it was about them but these guys had a CHOKEHOLD on my brain for a while. band of all time.
kpop: life it never die, (chuu) are my favorite guy (big fan of red velvet and gidle too)
musicals
elisabeth:
spring awakening:
shows/movies
animanga
other