2025

january

1.5 nosferatu / robert eggers 2024
/film

1.5 crime and punishment / tl. oliver ready 2015 / Dostoevsky 1866
rodion romanovitch raskolnikov's tormentous nightmare
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1.7 revolutionary girl utena / 1997 39/39
UM. well see i went into this blind.. very good, although probably the most viscerally uncomfortable ive been watching something in a while. i'll probably give it a rewatch in .... 5 years or something...jesus christ...
/tv

1.10 elisabeth / 1996
this is the recorded dress rehearsal with uwe kroger + pia douwes.. although i forgot what year...
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1.13 repo! the genetic opera / 2008
zydrate comes in a little glass vial...
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1.16 queer / guadagnino 2024
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1.19 rebecca / daphne du maurier 1938
oh good lord. what a book. ich is really cute... i want mrs danvers to eat her alive...
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1.29 red dragon / thomas harris
this shit is so ass. i cannot believe i got yaoibaited by thomas harris. this is like losing chess to a dog. favorite moment is when will and molly talk about their dog with big balls and will comments that he can retract his?
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febuary

2.1 silence of the lambs / thomas harris
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2.5 hannibal / thomas harris
this book is so stupid that it works? objectively, could have been cut down by around 200 pages. harris' prose is still quite grating at times. the melancholic overtone of clarice's time in the fbi workplace and hannibal's sister complex were some of my favorite bits i think... while the story is messy plot-wise, thematically the climax-ending is fitting; clarice chooses to rescue the monster-turned-lamb as her decision (and later subsequent rebirth), rejecting the normative fbi. the father complex overtones regarding clarice feel relatively superficial- despite hannibal's insistence on addressing them in part 6 (and the ongoing idea of clarice as her fathers daughter) it is also paul krendler who utilizes that branch of freudian reasoning to reduce clarice's character. (if you must know, clarice and hannibal to me are daughter - mother to me, with the breastfeeding imitation at the end being an symbolic ouroboros.) am i on something or onto something? no one knows!
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2.8 heat / michael mann 1995
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2.9 macbeth / donmar warehouse 2025 / feat. david tennant and cush jumbo
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2.11 autobiography of red / anne carson
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2.15 severance 1 / dan erickson 2022 9/9
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